February 2011
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i know
i know, i’m not as pretty or skinny or happy as her. I know i’m not worth your time and i never was. I know it’s not fair that i played games and drew attention to myself. I know i was too emotional, whether i was scared, happy, depressed or worried about you. I know i’m not good enough for you or anyone else and I never was.
But I also know, i wish you didn’t know.
January 2011
44 posts
In the dark, I watch everyone disappear, and I am beginning to let myself down. I am pushing everyone that was in, out.
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there aren’t monsters under my bed.
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there are monsters in my bed.
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i just want to sit them all in a room stand up and...
it’s fine if you don’t care, but just so you’re aware, all of you are about to lose me. I’ve been slipping away from you and most of you didn’t notice. The ones who did, didn’t even try to keep me around, so i’m leaving now. People are replaceable and right now i don’t have anyone.
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“You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words...”
– Nicholas Sparks (via kari-shma)
“well, i’ll be seeing ya.”
but upon parting, I know you tried to make it as painless as possible for me.
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the only relationship i’d ever is the one that has a rainy day like this: we listen to great underground bands on my record player and talk about vintage music (not the beatles), screw, make eggs and toast for dinner, and watch an action movie.
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i could blaze all day, every day. I could lose myself in the smoke or suffocate in my pile of needles. I could have a bowl of pills in place of my morning cereal and just forget the world. I could confuse a high with happiness.
But it’s temporary.
I could drown in booze and cure each hangover with more alcohol. I could raid the liquor cabinets at night, lock myself in the bathroom and...
vertical horizon.
But under skinned knees and the skid marks, past the places where you used to learn, you howl and listen. Listen and wait for the echoes of angels who won’t return. He’s everything you want.
He’s everything you need. He’s everything inside of you that you wish you could be. He says all the right things at exactly the right time. But he means nothing to you, and you...
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because i'm missing something...
something out of reach. i’m not sure what it is, but it’s missing. not drugs, not booze, not drama. But…what else is there at this age?
{i’m losing it}
ladies and gentlemen... "The Let's Go Out...
I’m tired, i’m bored, Where’s the cocaine? Things don’t get started til midnight In my brain. Called up marie, that had sex for free. I asked her to give back all my records And jeans. I cant seem to, no matter how hard i try To outdance the dancefloor. So everybody woke, telling the same joke And singing the same chorus to a song That hasn’t even been wrote....
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lets be hollow together
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One Day
a dramatic bitchy girl got so sad that she cried herself a huge puddle of tears, jumped in the salty abyss and drowned.
contrary to Poplar beLEAF: i might go into... →
so last night i was at a party like . and then i saw this sexy ass mofo so i was like and started showing off my awesome dance moves like and . then he walked over and i and so we were all . and then things started getting weird… We were all so i decided to be all and we…
three rules.
michaeljohngentile:
1. just be cool.
2. touch her. simple creatures, woman right? touch her, she knows you want her. if you dont then she starts to think shes ugly, alright?
3. look at her pupils. if they dilate when you look at her, then she actually wants to play with your ding a ling. kapish?
fantastic.
“Never underestimate a girl’s love for her favorite band. Never think even for a...”
– Alex Gaskarth (via fuckyeahalltimelowquotes)
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My rant for the day, even though i should be...
Nobody likes reading uninspirational, depressing garbage and that’s what this is. I suggest you scroll past it.
people that say, the sky’s the limit. You’re young and you can do whatever you put your mind too. FALSE. stop feeding me this lie. Example number 1. I want to get a degree in fashion, go to fashion school. Design trends and write for fashion magazines. To be a...
